Raw is the best way to describe my state on the last day I opened the doors at my bakery, Flour & Co. Messy (and pretty much uncontrollable) puddles of emotions. I had been opening those doors myself nearly every day since opening in April, 2013.
Baking, bakeries, and eating baked goods have always had a way with me, and I had dreamed for more than a decade of sharing my passion by way of my very own bakery. So, to be able to live out that dream was amazing, and I did it just the way I had imagined.
My mission was to bring a modern twist to classic American baked goods using organic, all natural, and seasonal ingredients. Plus, create a place where folks could come together, have a conversation, read a book, people-watch, or just EAT baked goods…all while feeling like they were a part of our bakery family. And, I wanted to accomplish this while doing our part to help the community around us. Check, check, and check.
We made a mark on our little SF neighborhood. I met so many wonderful people. I learned so many invaluable lessons. I ate so many baked goods (and miss them dearly). It was a good four years…really good. And so difficult.
I have grit and steadfast determination. I’ll do whatever it takes. All strengths most would say. When you looked in from the outside, however, making my business successful came at a cost to everything else. My vision, from this perspective, became crystal clear when I gave birth to my two baby boys (born in late 2014 and mid 2016). I, increasingly, started to weigh the pros and cons associated with my imbalanced life.
To be totally transparent, the business itself also played a role in the decision. Having a restaurant business in San Francisco was becoming incrementally more difficult, and I made a monumental mistake in the business that pushed it to a tipping point (more to come later). In many ways, the business was healthy, but it would have taken more resources and even more time to pull our way out of this hole. It was the most difficult decision of my life, but it was time to make it. My family won.
So, here I am. Finally out of hibernation. Former brick and mortar bakery owner. Former workaholic. Former absentee parent and spouse. Happy to have this blank slate in front of me (with kids and husband by my side).
While the decision to close was the right one, letting Flour & Co go completely seems all wrong. It’s part of me, and I still believe in and love what it stands for. And, I still have a lot to share.
Introducing Flour & Co 2.o – a baking lifestyle blog. What is a baking lifestyle blog? Well, we’re going to figure that out together. My vision, from my laptop, is to include some recipes, some baking tips & tricks, some Bay area & beyond field trips (probably with some food/baking coverage), some small business insight from my experiences, and some resources for cafe/bakery/coffee shop owners. I’ll keep it fluid as I figure out what is useful to my new community.
My favorite part of owning the bakery was the relationships that I built throughout the years, and in a different way, I’m most looking forward to finding that same fulfillment in this online community. All while lending well to my new balanced way of life. I hope you’ll join me on my new journey!
xo Emily
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Becky Evans says
Still missing you, your staff and the neighborhood vibrancy you brought to us.
Emily Day says
Thank you, Becky! I miss seeing you and hope you are well. I hope to run into you one of these days!
Margo says
I visited a great friend in SF a few years ago & brought him to your bakery (I found you via a magazine article & loved you on Instagram). We loved your vibe & treats. All the best as you turn the page in your new chapter!
Margo
PS I live in Maine, so an online bakery suits me just fine!!!
Emily Day says
Hi Margo – I’m so happy you made it in (and found us online). Thanks for your kind words. Glad to see you online now, and perfect since you are across the country! I went to UNH, so love your neck of the woods!!
SK says
You and the bakery are so missed in SF! I pass it all the time and it still makes me sad. Excited for this blog and any new ventures you have coming up!
Paula West says
I miss those biscuits!!!
Emily Day says
Thank you, Paula! I have a feeling I’ll be posting something about biscuits in our future! Stay tuned…
Emily Day says
Thank you! That’s so nice to hear! Missing seeing everyone every day….
Bianka says
Hi Emily,
So pleased to hear from you, and happy you and your family are doing well! We still miss Flour & Co., but as a working parent myself, completely understand!
Emily Day says
Hi Bianka – I hope you and family are doing well too! Thank you!!
Anika says
Love that Flour & Co lives on in blog form! Can’t wait to see what comes next.
I do, however, deeply miss being able to snag a piece of that incredible chocolate peanut butter cake. I fear that nothing in the dessert world will ever top the perfection that went into each of those cakes.
Emily Day says
Thank you, Anika! I appreciate your support! Perhaps the chocolate peanut butter cake will make an appearance on the blog!